The Green Thread

 

It began with an email.

Anupam had been watching the edtech space with the quiet disinterest of someone who used to care. He saw promotional videos that screamed of utopic success, courses that moved fast but left nothing behind, and learning platforms that sounded like gym apps. Pretending to be Efficient & Soulless.

But something about her startup was different.
It wasn’t the design. It wasn’t even the product. It was her writing, a blog post buried on their site to be precise. Measured, exact, no performance; Just presence.

He read it twice. Then once more, just to confirm she hadn’t overwritten it. She hadn’t.

That evening, he drafted a mail.
Not a pitch.
Not a portfolio.
Just a thought, folded carefully into a proposition.

Subject: You’re Building EdTech. I Build What Students Remember. Let’s Talk.

Dear Anukriti,

I’ve spent the last five years in a strange corner of the internet, answering questions students didn’t know how to ask in class, breaking down Economics into human language, and slowly, steadily turning confusion into clarity.

Through my YouTube channel and writing, I’ve helped hundreds of MSQE aspirants (and curious minds beyond them) navigate not just what to learn, but how to feel less alone while learning it.

You’re building EdTech.
I'm building educational intimacy - the kind that sticks after the tab is closed.
And I think there's a space where our worlds overlap.


From deep-dive explainer scripts to adaptive learning paths, I can help shape the voice of your product and not just what it teaches, but how it feels to be taught by it.

I’m not here to sell videos. I’m here to help you build something students come back to—not because they have to, but because they want to.

Let’s talk. No rush, no pitch-deck posturing. Just a conversation.

Warmly,
Anupam
Writer. Educator. Pattern-seeker.

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He didn’t expect a reply. He never really did.

But she wrote back. 

Hi Anupam,

I don’t usually reply to cold emails.
But I read yours twice. Once as a founder, once as a former student.

You’ve got something. A tone. A clarity. A kind of… gentleness that we’re missing in our product right now.

Let’s set up a time next week? No decks, just thoughts.

Cheers,
Anukriti
Co-founder, Pathsala


Thursday, 11:04 AM.
The Google Meet window opens. Split screen: she’s framed by a white wall and a rubber plant. He’s backlit, notebooks stacked behind him, headphones slightly lopsided.

There’s a beat of silence. Not awkward, just observant.


Her (lightly smiling):
“So. You do sound like your email.”

Anupam (half-grin):
“That’s a relief. I was worried I’d come off more composed than I actually am.”

She:
“You weren’t pitching. You were… narrating.”

Anupam:
“Most people pitch to be heard. I write to be felt. You responded, so I guess it worked.”

She:
“You said something about building ‘educational intimacy.’ What does that mean, to you?”

Anupam:
“It’s when a learner forgets they’re being taught. They’re not watching a video, they’re in dialogue—with their own curiosity. And they trust the voice guiding them. Not because it's flashy, but because it listens. Even when it speaks.”

She leans back, processing. Not the usual growth-metric chatter she’s used to.

She:
“And how do you scale that voice? That intimacy? We’re an EdTech startup—we think in thousands. Eventually millions.”

Anupam:
“You don’t scale the ‘feel.’ You distill it. Then you build content, design, even tech flows that preserve that emotional thread. People can binge glossy courses and remember nothing. But if a sentence hits them at the right time? That stays.”

Pause. She tilts her head slightly. He's not selling deliverables. He’s offering depth.

She:
“You think students care about tone?”

Anupam (without blinking):
“Tone is trust.”

She lets that hang.

She:
“So what would working with us look like? Hypothetically.”

Anupam:
“I’d spend two weeks just absorbing your platform. Watching how you speak to your users. Where you lose them. What you're afraid to say. Then I’d help you rebuild the emotional architecture—script, language, structure. From the inside.”

She (softly):
“You speak like you’re writing while you’re talking.”

Anupam (smiling):

“That’s because I am. I write for people I haven’t met yet. Sometimes, they show up on Zoom.” 

Subject: Still Thinking About That Call

Hi Anupam,

I don’t usually sit with a conversation after it ends. But this one lingers. Not because it was loud or persuasive—quite the opposite. It was... quiet. Focused. Like someone tuning an instrument, not trying to start a band.

You said something about distilling the feel rather than scaling the voice. I’ve been chewing on that. We’ve built tech. We’ve built traction. But what you described—educational intimacy, emotional architecture—those are the things we haven’t been able to prototype, let alone productize.

I don’t want to rush this. Let’s take one small step.
We’re working on a new module—a deceptively “dry” topic that needs a pulse.
I’d like you to reimagine it. Not redesign. Not rebrand. Just… breathe into it.
Let’s see what happens.

Let me know your bandwidth this week. And thank you—for not pitching, but showing.

Warmly,
Anukriti
Co-founder, Pathsala


...

[Phone rings]

Anupam (picking up):
Hello?

Her:
You don’t say “Hi, this is Anupam speaking”?

Anupam (grinning invisibly):
No, I assume I’m the only Anupam you’d call voluntarily on a weekday evening.

Her:
TouchĂ©. You write like that too—subtle arrogance camouflaged as charm.

Anupam:
I prefer “well-placed confidence soaked in restraint.”
But yes, I see your point.

Her (laughs softly):
Anyway, I was reading that learning module we spoke about. It’s clinical. Functional. Dead, to be honest.

Anupam:
So, you’re giving me a corpse?

Her:
With a heartbeat somewhere underneath. I’m hoping you find it.

Anupam:
I’ll bring a stethoscope and a matcha.

Her (pauses):
Wait, do you actually drink matcha?

Anupam:
I pretend to. It makes my thoughts feel greener.

Her:
And here I was thinking you were all black coffee and existential dread.

Anupam:
Matcha pairs surprisingly well with mild dread.

Her (smiling through the line):
Okay. I give up. Let’s meet. I want to see if you talk like this in person, or if you type with a ghostwriter.

Anupam:
Deal. One condition—I get to sit with my back to the wall. Keeps my metaphors aligned.

Her:
Fine. But I choose the place. Somewhere quiet. Somewhere with—
(beat)
—texture.

Anupam:
Now who’s ghostwriting?


Anupam had always known how to exit a moment too early. In conversations, in cities, in almost-love. So when the call with her ended, fourteen minutes ... he felt the exact shape of something unfinished tighten in his chest. Not regret. Something softer. The ache of potential.

She had laughed like she meant it. Not to flatter him. Not to fill the air. And he had let himself answer her without armor, without metaphor. That was the danger. When someone saw past the metaphors.

He didn’t text her that night. Or the next morning. The matcha meeting hung there, a possibility paused mid-sentence.


The first week passed with no message.

He read the module she sent. Scribbled some notes. Made three different rewrites. None of them were for her. They were for him, to prove he could still write with care, even when no one was watching.

She, on the other side, said nothing. She was not the chasing kind.

He tweeted at 1:39 AM:

“The problem with being seen too quickly is you haven’t built the walls yet.”

She read it. She knew.


The second week, Anupam spent mostly in silence. The apartment, once shared, now sounded different. No double toothbrush. No second pair of keys. His soon-to-be-ex wife had moved out, but the air still carried her stillness.

The divorce papers sat unopened on his shelf—next to a dying lily and a framed photo he refused to put away.

Meanwhile, she was pitching to a new fund. Clean deck. Tight narrative. A slide titled: “Emotional UX: Designing for Trust.”

One of the VCs interrupted: "But do users really feel when they learn? Or do they just want to pass?"

She smiled politely. “Tone is trust.

And just like that, she remembered his voice.


Week three folded into itself. He wrote a full reply to her email. Poised. Honest. Slightly self-effacing. He deleted it.

She read his tweet:

"There’s a version of me that replies immediately. He’s still married. Still composed. Still lying."

She didn’t like it. Didn’t share it. But she read it twice.


On the twenty-second day, her message landed like a hand reaching across a dark room:

“Is three weeks long enough for a silent retreat? Or should I wait for mercury to exit retrograde?” “Matcha still on the table?”

His reply came forty-two minutes later.

“The silence needed to ferment. I’ve emerged less polished, more honest.” “Matcha. Let’s meet. Before I vanish into another playlist.”


They met on a day when the city smelled of damp concrete and unfinished promises. The café was quiet, almost curated for confessions. Two cups of matcha sat like green punctuation marks between them.

She wore a charcoal dress, minimal like her emails. He showed up in a white shirt, sleeves rolled, hair trying to look unbothered but failing in deliberate disarray.

They talked about everything except the silence that had stretched between them. Startups, content, the illusion of scale, Kadri Gopalnath, and why both hated buzzwords but loved late-night jazz.

And when the cups were empty, she said softly, “Hungry?”

He smiled. “Always.”


Dinner was not planned. It happened like good lines do: unexpected, inevitable!
A dimly lit bistro.
A table by the window.
Menus they barely read
because the real appetite was elsewhere,
in the edges of sentences,
in the pauses that hummed louder than words.

She ordered pasta. He ordered a drink he couldn’t pronounce without sounding like he was auditioning for pretension. They laughed about that for five minutes too long.

Somewhere between the first bite and the last pour, the conversation stopped performing. They spoke about the things people hide in parentheses—her father’s obsession with minimalism, his unfinished novel that wasn’t really unfinished, just afraid of endings.

When the bill came, neither reached for it immediately. It wasn’t about the credit card. It was about not wanting the night to clock out.

Outside, the city’s air had that 11 PM hush—a soft permission to keep walking.

And as they did, side by side, their shadows aligned on the pavement like two sentences that didn’t need conjunctions.

Matcha had been the excuse. This...this was the beginning!

PS : Did you realise, that this fictional work is a result of a collaboration. That's AI!

Do you Need Sleep? & How Much of it do you Need?

The idea that everyone needs around eight hours of sleep is a common belief; the truth is more nuanced. The amount of sleep needed varies from person to person. For some, just four to five hours of sleep is sufficient, while others might need eight to ten hours to function well. There’s even a genetic component to this variation, although the exact mechanism isn't fully understood.



Understanding Sleep Requirements:
There isn't a clear, straightforward answer to why some people thrive on less sleep while others need more. Scientists have several hypotheses about why we need sleep. One theory is that sleep helps flush out toxic materials that build up in the brain throughout the day. Another suggests that sleep plays a crucial role in sorting and storing the memories we accumulate daily. Despite these theories, the fundamental reasons behind our need for sleep remains a mystery.


The Consequences of Sleep Deprivation:
What is clear, however, is the importance of sleep for our well-being. Lack of sleep can lead to irritability and, if prolonged, more severe issues like hallucinations. People can start to dream while awake, blurring the lines between reality & imagination. These effects highlight the critical role sleep plays in maintaining our mental health & overall functioning.


Can Meditation Replace Sleep?
Some people wonder if meditation can replace sleep. While meditation has many benefits, such as improving focus and relaxation, it cannot substitute for the restorative functions of sleep. Meditation helps train the mind to focus and clear out distractions, but sleep is essential for physical and mental recovery.


Focus and Meditation:
The relationship between focus and meditation is interesting. On one hand, practicing meditation can enhance your ability to focus. On the other hand, having a good focus can make meditation more effective. Expert meditators often report that having a strong ability to concentrate is crucial for deep meditation. It's a bit like a cycle: the more you meditate, the better your focus becomes, and the better your focus, the more you can meditate effectively.


Defining Focus:
Focus can be understood as the ability to concentrate on a single thought or task while filtering out distractions. In meditation, focus involves clearing your mind of all thoughts or concentrating on a single object or your breath. Over time, practicing meditation can help you master the skill of focus.

 
Learning Focus Through Meditation:
Just as learning advanced physics requires mastering calculus, becoming skilled in meditation requires developing strong focus. Initially, a person might only be able to meditate or focus for a minute. However, with consistent practice, the duration can gradually increase. This parallel development means that as you improve your focus, your ability to meditate also strengthens. 


In conclusion, while the idea that everyone needs eight hours of sleep is a myth, the amount of sleep required varies from person to person. Understanding why we need sleep and how much we need is still an ongoing area of research. Meanwhile, meditation, while beneficial, cannot replace sleep but can enhance focus, which in turn can improve meditation practice. By recognising the interconnectedness of sleep, focus, and meditation, we can better appreciate the importance of each in maintaining our overall health and well-being.

Three Vitals of Human Body : Blood, Electrical Signals & Oxygen

Did you know that not every cell in our body gets replaced every few years?
It's a common belief, but some cells stay with us for life. Neurons, the cells in our brain, are a prime example.
While most of our body's cells renew periodically—some daily, others monthly—neurons are unique. They remain from birth until death, and their connections shape our reality and consciousness. Some even consider neurons as a representation of the soul due to their enduring presence and essential role in our experiences.


Maintaining healthy neurons is crucial for overall brain health. The brain is a significant energy consumer, using about 20% of our body's energy. Proper nutrition is vital, especially for brain development in children. Malnutrition can lead to severe brain development issues, underscoring the importance of a balanced diet rich in essential nutrients. Additionally, engaging in activities like exercise, solving puzzles, and learning new skills can keep our neurons active and healthy; These activities stimulate the brain, helping to form new neural connections and maintain cognitive function.

Neurons extend far beyond the brain. They are integral to our nervous system, which connects the brain to the entire body through the spinal cord and nerves. This network of neurons enables communication between the brain and various body parts, ensuring our body functions as a cohesive unit.

The nervous system, composed of neurons with long extensions called axons, reaches every part of our body through the spinal cord and peripheral nerves.

Our body's systems are interconnected in fascinating ways. The circulatory system, for instance, is crucial for delivering oxygen and nutrients to every part of the body, including the brain. Recent studies have highlighted the connection between our digestive system and brain health, known as the gut-brain axis. Changes in digestion can impact brain function, suggesting that we should study the body as an integrated whole rather than in isolation. Understanding these connections can provide deeper insights into how our body works and how different systems influence each other.

Interestingly, our body's systems operate using different mediums: the nervous system relies on electrical signals, the circulatory system uses blood, and the respiratory system depends on air(oxygen). This closely resembles, rather mirrors traditional medicine systems like Ayurveda, which conceptualise the body through elements and imbalances, known as Doshas. Ayurveda emphasises the balance of these elements for maintaining health, and its principles are gaining scientific attention.

A new field called Ayurgenomics is emerging to bridge Ayurveda with modern genetics. This interdisciplinary approach aims to find genetic bases for Ayurvedic doshas, validating traditional wisdom through scientific methods. If Ayurgenomics can demonstrate the genetic underpinnings of Ayurvedic concepts and the efficacy of certain traditional medicines, it could lead to broader acceptance and integration within the international medical community.
Many people already rely on Ayurvedic medicines, and some compounds have been found to be genuinely effective. Therefore, unbiased studies are essential to understand the genetic foundations and benefits of these traditional remedies.

In conclusion, our body is a marvel of interconnected systems and enduring cells. While most cells renew regularly, neurons remain our lifelong companions, playing a crucial role in our cognitive and emotional lives. Understanding how to maintain brain health, recognising the interconnectedness of bodily systems, and exploring new fields like Ayurgenomics are essential steps towards a holistic understanding of human health. As research continues, bridging traditional and modern medicine may unlock new dimensions in healthcare, benefiting us all.

Is their a Neuroscience of Manifestation & law of Attraction?

In his fascinating book "The Brain," neuroscientist David Eagleman delves into the intricacies of how our brain makes decisions; Understanding this process reveals how the brain works ahead of us, simulating future scenarios and assessing our potential feelings about them. This concept isn't just about scientific curiosity; it connects deeply with popular ideas like the Law of Attraction and manifestation.



The Decision-Making Process:
Eagleman explains that our brain is constantly running simulations of possible futures. When faced with decisions, whether small (like choosing between biking or taking a cab to work) or significant (like career changes), the brain projects forward the likely outcomes based on options under consideration. In effect, imagines various states and evaluates how we would feel about each one. This "gut check" mechanism helps us make choices that align with what we expect will make us feel good.


Future Simulations and Gut Checks:
At every moment, we have numerous options. Our brain narrows these options by predicting future emotions. It performs a heuristic simulation, a sort of mental shortcut, to forecast our feelings. This process intends to optimise our expected future feelings. Essentially, our brain's goal is to guide us to choose the path that it predicts will lead to the most favourable emotional state.


The Connection with 'Law of Attraction':
The idea of future simulations and gut checks in neuroscience is strikingly similar to the principles behind the Law of Attraction and Manifestation Philosophy; Internet gurus promoting these concepts often advise visualising the future and 'feeling the feelings' associated with achieving those desires. They suggest that by feeling as if your goals are already accomplished, you can attract those outcomes into your life.


Visualisation and Expected Feelings:
Both Neuroscience and Manifestation principles emphasise the importance of future feelings. Neuroscience explains that our brain's decision-making process involves predicting how we will feel about future events. Law of Attraction philosophy advises visualising and emotionally experiencing your desired future. This alignment suggests a scientific basis for why visualisation and manifestation techniques might be effective.


Neuroscience Backing Manifestation:
Understanding this link provides a new perspective on Manifestation techniques. It suggests that these practices might be grounded in the way our brain naturally functions. When you visualise and emotionally engage with your goals, you are essentially doing what your brain does when making decisions- optimising for expected positive feelings.


David Eagleman's book "The Brain" offers a wealth of information about how our brain works. It's not just a technical manual; it's a story about US, our evolution, and the future of AI & Humanity. The book is full of insights into the brain's mechanisms and its role in our lives.

Eagleman's exploration of neuroscience provides valuable context for understanding human behaviour and decision-making. By reading this book, you gain a deeper appreciation of how our brain shapes our experiences and choices. It's a compelling read for anyone interested in the intersection of science, psychology, and personal development.

Conclusion:
The connection between neuroscience & 'Law of Attraction' highlights the power of our brain's decision-making process; By simulating future scenarios and predicting our feelings, our brain guides us towards choices that align with our emotional well-being. This scientific understanding enriches our perspective on manifestation techniques, suggesting that they may be more than just pseudoscience—they may be rooted in the fundamental workings of our brain.

For those intrigued by these ideas, "The Brain" by David Eagleman is a must-read. It offers a comprehensive look at how our brain functions, shedding light on the fascinating processes that drive our decisions and shape our lives. By exploring this book, you can gain insights that not only enhance your knowledge of neuroscience but also enrich your approach to personal growth and decision-making.

Recipe to Mindfulness

In our fast-paced world, getting more done in a short amount of time and staying motivated for mundane tasks can seem challenging. The key to achieving both lies in understanding how our perception of time changes as we grow older and how mindfulness can help us reclaim our focus.



When we're kids, a year feels like a long time because we're constantly absorbing new experiences. Every day is filled with wonder, and our senses are heightened to everything happening around us. As adults, our minds are often preoccupied with worries about the future or memories of the past. This leaves only a small fraction of our attention for the present moment. Consequently, time seems to fly by because we aren't fully engaged with what's happening now.

Our desensitisation to the sensory inputs contributes to this phenomenon. We receive so much data from the outside world that we stop appreciating the small, everyday moments. The solution to this problem lies in mindfulness.
Mindfulness is the practice of being fully aware of this moment, and it can significantly improve our productivity and motivation.

To become more mindful, we need to customise mindfulness techniques to fit our unique needs. Simply following any generic advice from gurus or books won't be effective unless we understand why we need mindfulness and how it can help us. Think about the last time you ate a piece of chocolate or an ice cream and truly savoured the experience; In that moment, everything else disappeared, and you were completely immersed in the pleasure of eating. This is the essence of mindfulness—being fully engaged in whatever you're doing.

One effective way to practice mindfulness is to become fully immersed in your current activities. This might sound abstract at first, but it means giving your complete attention to whatever task you're doing, whether it's washing dishes, writing a report, or having a conversation. By focusing entirely on the present moment, you'll find that time slows down, and you can enjoy the task at hand.

Mindfulness techniques are like templates that need to be personalised. For example, meditation, yoga, and deep-breathing exercises are common mindfulness practices, but they won't work for everyone in the same way.
You might need to experiment with different techniques to find what resonates with you. The goal is to understand your mind and what kind of customisation it needs to stay focused and relaxed.

When you practice mindfulness, you'll notice that your productivity increases because you're working at your peak performance. At the same time, you'll be able to relax more deeply because your mind isn't cluttered with distracting thoughts about the past or future. Mindfulness helps you strike a balance between work and relaxation, making both more enjoyable and effective.

In summary, getting more done in less time and staying motivated for mundane tasks is possible through mindfulness. By appreciating the present moment and immersing ourselves fully in our activities, we can slow down our perception of time and increase our focus.

Customising mindfulness techniques to suit our personal needs can lead to a more fulfilling and productive life.
Remember, the journey to mindfulness is personal, and finding your own path will help you achieve peak performance and relaxation.